Sunday, April 4, 2010
The Promises
2.Promise that i will change to prove to her that i am always at her side and the changes is for her good and our future.
3.Promise that no one can replace her place even she's no longer live.
4.Promise that she's the only person in my live(after my famly) that i will love.
5.Promise that there is no number two for her,and for me.
6.Promise that i will try to give her everything she need even it's hard.
7.Promise that i would'nt be the same like her past bf.
8.Promise that i will try what ever it takes to build our marriage in future.
9.Promise that i will protect her even have to die.
10.Promise that ALL OF THIS PROMISES IS FOR HER.
-hunny.i won't leave u.i live for you.
-hunny.we are not a couple but together as one.
-hunny.if u want to leave me i dont want to cry,but i die.
ily so much my love.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Pagi Yg Agak Membosankan Gak La.
da la xramai org sgt.
kawan2 pn ramai cuti.
ermm..
ni la tempat keje baru aku.
maxis centre klcc.xde mende sgt pn nak post binatang haram nie.
sbb bosan jew.
huhhuu....
rgd
M.A.E Rusty
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
I-Thousand People-I
Thursday, December 31, 2009
TAKDE MENDE SGT PN POST NIE.
baru.buang yang keruh n amek yg jernih..
betul??
haaaa...utk pengetahuan kawn2 yg kaki PETAK.aku nk bgtaw,aku da xamek lg da mende2 tu taw.
harap korg jangan offer pape lg kat aku ekk.kasi muke lor kawan nak benti kaw2 nie.
untuk org yg aku sayang plak(SHA),i nk bgtaw,i sayang sgt kat u,tuhan je tau cmne nak tafsir banyak mane i sayang kat u.azam i utk u tahun ni,i nak buat u jadi person yg paling bahagia dalam dunia nie yup.LOVE U HUNYY.
utk family,adik2..yang keje tu,keje elok2.yang skolah tu,skolah elok2.jangan jadi cam abang ko yg terejal nie...hahahahaha.
ITU SAJE LAH UCAPAN KU DARI YG BERAZAM la konon.
aliff
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
I'm VAMPIRE wearing LEVI'S
Once Upon A Time
I know this person which taking drugs,i became more addicted to use this shit.heaven enviro feeling in effect after taking that stuff,it's a fucking joy.after and after and after and after day,to be honest i do really wanted to stop taking it.but because of friends,i ignore my willing and continue taking it.but after thinking of thinking of thinking day by day,hour by hour,minute by minute...i've think deeply about this.I WANT TO STOP.but what should i do???ermmmmm....by spending time with my friend?that makes my feeling goes stronger to take it.sleep all the time??duuhh,i'd same as DEAD.what should i do because most of the thing that i've done before this is while in this D***S effect.my mind was straight ahead to dead end.phewww....
One day,while im working which is at that moment as a bartender.i saw this girl which is HOT at my first impression dancing with her friends inside the club.i was trying to approach her slowly but i cant because of something.yes maybe because she have a boyfriend at that moment,so i try to make distance between me and that girl.i was just stalking this girl from far distance for almost 3-4months before i could hear her fucking sweet voice for the 1st time.weeeee...thanx to LINDA which is my friend fiancee REZA.linda was the person who make this thing happen.the name of the person that i was stalking for a long period is SITI AISHAH BT AZMI.she's 19 years old at the moment i know her.at my 1st impression,i thought she was just the same like other girls..WILD,FUCKING PLAYERS,DUMPERS...so i was thinking to treat her just like my previous girl.but after i get to know her indeep,i was wrong,she was not like what i think.she's a nice person.very polite,soft spoken,caring,talk much,very active girl,well at that moment i dont think she is a loyal person.so no deep feeling towards her but in love.ahax..we text every night,calling each other with such a sweet call name.she's calling me BOO BOO and at that time i was calling her COMEY...everyday i learn something about her.hang out together.having meal,laugh to joke,dating(ehem2),watching movie,listening to each other issue and many more.so many things i've done with her making my mind towards that fucking D***S faded.and here i am now..not taking that shit anymore.she's changing me...changing me from the begining.i hope she will change me till the end of the day.i would like to say thanks to her because giving me a chance to change.not once,not twice,but trice chance for me to change.i was thinking to build a family with her..having kids,have own family life with her.so to make my wish accomplish,i have to STOP TAKING THAT FUCKING DRUGS..i fucking love you SHA.this is what i feel now.i feel like u required an appreciation and i doesnt know how to show my appreciation.so,this is what im doing right now..making a life without drugs and making up my life to be the best person for her.
I LOVE YOU SHA!!!thanks for everything.
<3