Once Upon A Time

I was once used to take DRUGS.

I know this person which taking drugs,i became more addicted to use this shit.heaven enviro feeling in effect after taking that stuff,it's a fucking joy.after and after and after and after day,to be honest i do really wanted to stop taking it.but because of friends,i ignore my willing and continue taking it.but after thinking of thinking of thinking day by day,hour by hour,minute by minute...i've think deeply about this.I WANT TO STOP.but what should i do???ermmmmm....by spending time with my friend?that makes my feeling goes stronger to take it.sleep all the time??duuhh,i'd same as DEAD.what should i do because most of the thing that i've done before this is while in this D***S effect.my mind was straight ahead to dead end.phewww....

One day,while im working which is at that moment as a bartender.i saw this girl which is HOT at my first impression dancing with her friends inside the club.i was trying to approach her slowly but i cant because of something.yes maybe because she have a boyfriend at that moment,so i try to make distance between me and that girl.i was just stalking this girl from far distance for almost 3-4months before i could hear her fucking sweet voice for the 1st time.weeeee...thanx to LINDA which is my friend fiancee REZA.linda was the person who make this thing happen.the name of the person that i was stalking for a long period is SITI AISHAH BT AZMI.she's 19 years old at the moment i know her.at my 1st impression,i thought she was just the same like other girls..WILD,FUCKING PLAYERS,DUMPERS...so i was thinking to treat her just like my previous girl.but after i get to know her indeep,i was wrong,she was not like what i think.she's a nice person.very polite,soft spoken,caring,talk much,very active girl,well at that moment i dont think she is a loyal person.so no deep feeling towards her but in love.ahax..we text every night,calling each other with such a sweet call name.she's calling me BOO BOO and at that time i was calling her COMEY...everyday i learn something about her.hang out together.having meal,laugh to joke,dating(ehem2),watching movie,listening to each other issue and many more.so many things i've done with her making my mind towards that fucking D***S faded.and here i am now..not taking that shit anymore.she's changing me...changing me from the begining.i hope she will change me till the end of the day.i would like to say thanks to her because giving me a chance to change.not once,not twice,but trice chance for me to change.i was thinking to build a family with her..having kids,have own family life with her.so to make my wish accomplish,i have to STOP TAKING THAT FUCKING DRUGS..i fucking love you SHA.this is what i feel now.i feel like u required an appreciation and i doesnt know how to show my appreciation.so,this is what im doing right now..making a life without drugs and making up my life to be the best person for her.

I LOVE YOU SHA!!!thanks for everything.

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